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Go To Your Room! - A Pandemic of Fear

A global “TIME OUT”

… Alright now, alright now, I have had just about enough of this.  I want you all to go to your respective bedrooms for little time of reflection. I want you to think about your recent behavior and see if you can find a better way to interact with your global family.

This is how my mind’s eye sees our current state of affairs.  A big ‘ol time out for all of humanity.  Some of us will go kicking and screaming to our bedrooms, some will be guilt-ridden with should of and could of and then there will be those of us who relish in the opportunity to pull out our art supplies, dust off some books, clean our space and to basically enjoy a time of self-reflection.  As with everything, we get to choose how we will spend this globally imposed quiet time.

Today I would like to share a portion of a manuscript I wrote. For the past several weeks, this excerpt has been eating away at my heart.  I have been guided to look at a deeper meaning and then share my thoughts with you. To do so has been difficult.

During the year 2018, I began documenting stories, visions, and teachings that I was given in the form of energetic interactions with something beyond this world.  It all started with me uttering the words, “the gravity of it all” and boom the correlations began to come in rapid-fire.

What began as playing with and documenting this information is now a manuscript.  I did not set out to write and publish a book, but divine intervention had its own intention.

While documenting one of my visions, which happens to be a fictional account of a time in the life of Sir Isaac Newton, I was given the number 353 years as a time frame. I didn’t ask for this number; it just came out as I was typing away.  In early 2019, while I was pouring over my notes and trying to put them into a cohesive story format, I decided to calculate how many years it had been since Newton had retired to his mother’s estate due to the plague in 1666. Much to my surprise, it would have been 353 years.  At that time, I took it to be a literary deadline.  I began to push to finish the manuscript, submit it to an editor, and then a publisher by the end of 2019.  I saw or understood no other correlation except for that deadline.  Below I have added the excerpt from the part of the manuscript, where 353 is mentioned.

"Earlier that week, Isaac had received an official correspondence from Cambridge, stating that studies would soon resume. As he lay there, under the shade of his favorite apple tree, he reluctantly recalled the content of the letter. The thought of returning and sharing his new findings with his professors and colleagues had begun to eat away at his enthusiasm.  The thoughts and effects of the dark side of his personality were beginning to slither back into his awareness. Isaac asked himself, Can I do this? Will I have the inner strength to go against all of society? Who will ever believe that I have spoken to light beings? What if they don’t believe me and ridicule me? They will call me insane. Slowly, like a snake in the grass, a shadow began to cover Isaac’s heart. He fell into the old familiar disempowering energy of self-doubt and self-loathing. Then the final thought came, Who am I? I am not worthy of sharing such grandiose ideas and teachings. I am just the awkward imbecile I always have been….

At that very moment, young Newton was hit on the temple by a falling apple, rendering him unconscious. The following is the conversation he had with the angel Iahhel during the time of his unconscious state.

“…And since Space is divisible in infinitum, and Matter is not necessarily in all places, it may also be allowed that God is able to create Particles of Matter of several Sizes and Figures, and in several Proportions to Space, and perhaps of different Densities and Forces, and thereby to vary the Laws of Nature, and make Worlds of several sorts in several Parts of the Universe. At least, I see nothing of Contradiction in all this.”

“Yes, Isaac. You will write about this in the future published work, in 1704, to be called Opticks, but this is about gravity, Isaac! Gravity!” Iahhel said.

“I understand,” Isaac replied. “I understand these are grave times, but I made clear notes regarding my thoughts and findings.” Isaac recited from his notes: “Why should that apple always descend perpendicularly to the ground?" Why should it not go sideways, or upwards? But constantly to the Earth’s center? Assuredly the reason is that the Earth draws it. There must be a drawing power in matter. And the sum of the drawing power in the matter of the Earth must be in the Earth’s center, not in any side of the Earth. “Therefore does this apple fall perpendicularly or towards the center? If matter thus draws matter; it must be proportion of its quantity. Therefore the apple draws the Earth, as well as the Earth, draws the apple."

“Isaac, did you not hear me? What about the other notes, the explicit notes I gave you regarding the GRAVITY CODE?”

“Yes. Yes, the moon, the stars, the Earth’s core. All relative, I know, I know.” Again he recited from his notes: “Whilst I was pensively meandering in a garden it came into my thought that the power of gravity (which brought an apple from a tree to the ground) was not limited to a certain distance from Earth, but that this power must extend much further than was usually thought. “Why not as high as the Moon said I to myself and if so, that must influence her motion and perhaps retain her orbit, whereupon I began calculating what would be the effect of that supposition."

“Isaac, you are not listening; this is of the utmost importance. World order depends on the disarmament of the GRAVITY CODE! I entrusted you with the secret formulas to disarm it before it is too late. It is your life purpose to do so. Isaac, where have you hidden them?”

“I do not know of what you speak,” Isaac answered. “My head hurts, and I hear my mother calling. I have to go now …”

“Isaac, we are depending on you. Remember “Divine Timing” - the seal of Tau will not be opened again for another 353 years. Please, Isaac, you have to remember….”

“Isaac! Isaac!” Hannah bent over her son, shaking him by the shoulders. “Isaac! Isaac! Wake up, wake up! Are you alright? Are you alright, son?”

Isaac opened his eyes to see his mother’s face. She placed a cool cloth on his forehead. “You must have been hit in the head with a falling apple. Do you remember anything?”

“No, no, not really, just a silly dream about a theory I have been working with. I am fine, Mother, just fine.”

In an instant, Isaac lost all memory of the beings of light, the hidden diaries, and his life purpose; they had all been covered with a thick veil of “not enough” and “unworthiness.” Isaac forgot his Remembering and relented to the tide of the human condition. The extent of his delusional false self would now be the catalyst and birth of the age of the Newtonian Illusion.

In the background, The Universal Gravity Code churned away, undetected by humankind, slowly eating at the core of civilization as a worm eats at the core of an apple."

Today I see a different correlation. Our world is currently being faced with a pandemic of fear, which began at the end of 2019.  353 years after my fictional Angel Iahhel warned Isaac that we would be faced once again with the choice to live in this illusional world of fear or to rise above the “gravity” of our human condition and acknowledge our divinity.

The “Newtonian Illusion” of cause and effect is being challenged globally on every level.  What are the spiritual lessons we are being asked to assess?  When I look to the manuscript and embrace the underlying teachings, I am able to see through the illusion of fear and know that the collective consciousness can have a mighty impact, both positive and negative.  I can also choose where my outer information comes from; who and what will I rely on for the information to guide my life?

These are the truths which my visions taught me via the exchanges with Isaac and Iahhel.

“These attributes are a reflection of our shared perfection with The Presence – “As above so below.” The entire multiverse has been called to remember their communion with the Almighty and to return to their innate essence with the guidance of these Rays.”  -The Universal Gravity Code – A Guide to Personal and Global Enlightenment.

I am the Power of God.

I am the Truth of God.

I am the Love of God.

I am the Purity of God.

I am the Wisdom of God.

I am the Freedom of God.

I am the Peace of God.

In the days of the plague, people felt the immense impact of gravity on their earthly existence. The fear of the unknown and the impact the dis-ease had on everyday life and commerce was terrifying, to say the least. Those were grave times indeed. Now 354 years later, we are being faced with the same scenario but with a few upgrades. The differences are, we have modern medicine, and facilities to support us, we have door-to-door delivery on almost any product we can think of, and we have the rapid dissemination of information, both negative and positive, true and untrue.  But, as a race, our vision, our connection, and our interconnectedness has diminished.  For most of humanity, faith in a higher power is no longer a driving force in our daily lives. This fact will directly impact how we weather our current plague of fear.

This is where the "Time Out" comes into play.  My suggestion is to use this time of cancelations, quarantines, and closures as a time of self-reflection.  Use one of the above aspects of God (Higher Power) to guide your day.  Start with one that feels the most comfortable, like “I am the Peace of God.” How many ways can you embody the peace of God?  What mantra can you create for yourself to support your reflection?  Is there an art piece you could create? A poem you could write?  How about the words you use during the day.  Can you find words of peace to describe our current global situation?  You get the picture.  Try it, see if you can alter and raise your vibration, which intern alters and raises the collective vibration.

Let’s do this Time Out thing together in the most positive manner possible.  We are one, and we are becoming acutely aware of this.  Let’s capitalize on this moment of reflection in this present moment.




The name of Iahhel came to me the first night I sat to write the whimsical Isaac Newton story. I don’t recall ever hearing that name or about this Angel.  I distinctly heard Ia-Hal.  I then googled that and found Iahhel.  Of course, it was PERFECT.

Iahhel Angel of Knowledge

Iahhel Angel of Knowledge is the patron angel of the desire to know. He allows you to rediscover the knowledge that had been forgotten long ago. He guides philosophers and those who are attracted to mysteries. Iahhel can teach you and show you the way to enlightenment. When he present in your life, you feel solitude, tranquility, modesty, and gentleness. Iahhel Angel of Knowledge is also linked to the payment of karmic debts. Pray for his guidance when you want to discover or get rid of your karma. He can help you to connect to your inner self. He likes art, poetry and everything that is beautiful.

Iahhel is the angel of knowledge. Guardian Angel Iahhel allows us to rediscover knowledge that we had no idea that we already possess. He brings enlightenment, wisdom, and a sense of responsibility. This amazing angel helps us to go within. He fills us with positive and constructive ideas and thoughts. Guardian Angel Iahhel helps us to enjoy solitude and tranquility. He also has the ability to help us to pay our karmic debts. Iahhel is very helpful for those who have spiritual gifts such as clairvoyance, -audience or -sentience). He helps you to transform your home into a place full of positive energy and harmony.

The Symbol of Tau

During a meditation, I have told use the symbol tau.  I had NO idea what a tau symbol was or why I would be told to use it.  In the strictest definition, this symbol is a representation of the 19th letter of the Greek alphabet with a numerical vibration of 300. As I did my research I understood my muse’s request.  I laughed out loud when I say one entry that said Tau is better than Pi. (т > π).

The tau symbol has been used throughout the ages and it now has a deep significance for me. For example, this symbol was shown to represent the crucifix in many European and Western religious traditions. It was also thought to symbolize a phallus in ancient Egypt and also believed to be a marker for holy waters. We find this image in primitive/native man glyphs as a representation of the meeting place between earth and sky (horizon). Mythology suggests this symbol is associated with the Roman god Mithras & Greek Attis. Kabbalistic references indicate the symbol holds to the mystical references of the number three and holds meanings such as: Creativity, Expansion, Magic and Intuition. More literal focus on the Tau reveals its correspondence with the 22nd letter of the Hebrew alphabet & corresponds with Saturn. The symbology of the Templar/Freemasons/Rosicrucian indicates the Tau represents the One God and It’s three attributes which are: Wisdom, Strength, Harmony. The Tau is found in center circle of the Rosy Croix (rosy cross) – symbolizing the union of the subjective and objective – mysticism and the alchemical practice of the Great Work.



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