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Who Turned The Freaking Lights Out?

Who turned the freaking lights out again?

Can anyone tell me where the On/Off switch is? I am standing in complete darkness and I can’t seem to find the switch. I’m not sure how I got here but it sure would be nice to find the switch to illuminate this joint again. Does this sound familiar?

For the past couple of weeks my daughter and I have been musing over the On/Off switch. How is it that you can find yourself in the most beautifully powerful glorious place of magnificence and perfection one moment and the next the moment the power goes out and you are once again standing in darkness, then you turn around and the lights go back on? On Off On Off On Off Up Down Up Down. It’s like a two year old playing with the dimmer switch. My mommy self wants to yell out “For the love of God would you just stop messing with that switch”.

How is this possible? I would like to think that once the lights are on THEY ARE ON. But NOOOOOO, the crazy, crazy, crazy part is this that I truly do not know how the switch is turned on and off. I am aware of the powering up or down of the generator that supplies the juice to my switch. I am able to power it up with my spiritual practices, acts of kindness, spreading love etc. or power it down by allowing to much stress or negativity into my space. But I have not found the actual switch. The absolutely amazing part is that the generator can never ever lose its source of power. I know that I am always plugged in, that my source is just a flip of the switch away. Even cooler (dating myself) is that even if you are not aware of, neglect or deny this source you can never ever disconnect. Oh, we humans go to great lengths to try to disconnect from the source of our magnificence and perfection. Through our words and actions we may jump on it, pour toxic waste on it, we might go as far as taking a sledge hammer or chain saw to that connection and we may do this for years on end. But nothing and I mean NOTHING can disconnect us from our divine connection to the source of all power and light. So where the hell is the switch?

My walk through life would feel a lot lighter if I always was in a place of pure illumination. You know, that nummy energy of personal power, cloaked in the inner knowing of perfection. What I call the beautiful cobblestone path of expansion and creativity. I just love walking barefoot along that path feeling grounded and connected, which leads me to the emerald green mossy path of healing and illumination. AHHHHHH Lights Are On, all is well.

It is my experience that I need some darkness to appreciate the light. It almost seems to amplify the pristine beauty of the illuminating force. One day I might be whining and fear filled about what is, what isn’t, what should be or what hasn’t been, you know just plain old feeling dark and gloomy. Then it happens! The lights go back on. Kind of like when the power goes out in a storm. You never know when the power will return but it always does.

For those friends, family and loved ones who find themselves in that place of darkness today. Afraid, alone and unsure. I say to you that it is inevitable that the lights will go back on. Please do not despair, you are connected to the same source as I. There will be a day much brighter than today just hold tight to this knowing. In the mean time I will light a candle for you and say a little prayer so that the darkness doesn't feel so engulfing. Just a teeny tiny spark of illumination to help you find your way.

My final question today is who flips the switch? An angel, a guide, God, my mom (may she rest in peace) or maybe my higher self. I’m not sure, if I figure it out I will let you in on the secret, for now I remain in gratitude that someone or something knows where the switch is and that our Source will never leave us.

Standing in the pristine light of my knowing,

Virginia Adams is a Energy Healthcare provider. She is a Reconnection-Certified Practitioner and Reconnective Healing Foundational Practitioner. Virginia is full of passion for her work and her mission of helping others to tap into their perfection and magnificence. Reconnective Healing is known to transcends traditional energy healing techniques. It is neither a therapy nor a treatment. People may experience physical, mental, emotional and spiritual healing during these sessions. For additional information visit or email at

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